Anxiety. The knock-you-out pills conflict with the anti-anxiety pills, so i don’t take the anti-anxiety pills, which makes the anxiety worse. I want to get on the plane so that I can get into a seat and take the knock-you-out pills so that they might work before taking off. What if someone’s in my assigned seat? What if I have to interact with them? What if they’re difficult? What if all the bins are full, then I need to take my batteries & meds out of the bag because they may lose them?

All of these what-if things have happened to me.

I prefer to drive but sometimes I don’t have the luxury of time.