

You’re thinking too much already. They might not even be reacting negatively to what you’re saying but you’re so insecure that you read into stuff that isn’t your fault. Or maybe you’re going too deep for work place conversations. Like talking about personal stuff that is not what most people wanna here. Honestly, based on what you posted, you are a weird guy that has weird thinking. It’s okay, no judgemental because I am too. But what I’ve found works with people is too just fit in with them. Don’t air your dirty laundry out too them and just talk about mainstream stuff. If it’s something you think might be what the average person isn’t into, just don’t talk about it.
China gets asia, Russia gets Europe, us gets the America’s. Let 1984 commence.